May 4, 2007
Belladonna’s Blog
Did you know a lot of people did not want to shoot me in the beginning because of my looks, tattoos and what not? I used to feel like I had to prove myself to people and show them how great of a performer I could be. At times, I felt like wasn’t that good though. In my mind, I would feel like, “If I do a great scene for these people and do it for less than my rate, they’ll see how great I am and pay me more and hire me again and again!” But it was the exact opposite! So many companies thought, “Wow were getting a bargain with her, great scene for low price!” There were those few directors that always gave me exactly what I was worth and I’ll always remember them. They were John Stagliano, Joey Silvera, Jules Jordan and all the other directors at Evil Angel that I’ve worked for in the past. Oh, what do you know, it’s the same company who now distributes my movies! I guess it’s because John knows not only how to pick great pornographers, but how to pick great people in general as well! I guess it also helps that we make enough money to quality talent the pay they deserve. Other directors are fighting for their own money and want to lower the talents rate just so they can line their own pockets with green. Yay Evil Angel!!!! I feel so honored to be a part of the greatest porn company on earth! I am getting to the point I swear! The thing is, lately, a lot of the big companies have been interested in casting me in one of their movies and it feels damn good. Some of these companies are ones that never even hired me in the beginning because I “didn’t have the right look”. Now that I’m all big time, they want a piece of my cake. I’m absolutely open to shooting features for “those” companies, but it’s gonna cost them a pretty penny because, dammit, I know what I’m worth and no one can tell me different!
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