October 16, 2010
Dear clusterflock
Last night I dreamt of petty thieving and the redistribution of assets. These days, are you more of a rebel in mind or in action?
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Last night I dreamt of petty thieving and the redistribution of assets. These days, are you more of a rebel in mind or in action?
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Ten years ago, my answer would’ve been in action. Today not so much.
I remember in high school getting a chance to go on television with a local reporter to explain why the dress code was bullshit and clamming up. That disappointed me, not being able to speak in the moment about something I felt strongly about.
I’m rebelious in small actions on a daily basis. Things that nobody would notice but make me feel better. For example, angry at my neighbor, I parked my car in such a way that they would be forced to back-up to pull out.
For the things that matter, I almost always rebel in the mind.
Deron, we had to wear uniforms. Our white polo shirts had to be tucked into our Khaki pants. The dean, a short, round, unattractive woman who looked as if she could rip your head off without a tinge of guilt would, if she saw an untucked shirt tail, attempt to tuck it in for you. When walking through the quad between classes we would fold our shirts up and in to look like a loose tuck, using our backpacks to hold them in place…good times.
Back from college, I was home when the school called to say my brother was in violation of the dress code. As I walked the hall to deliver clothes for him a teacher walking with a group of students came toward me and called me a faggot.
Wait, what?
It was ok. Deron wasn’t a student anymore. If there was something wrong with a teacher calling him a faggot, surely some private enterprise would have come along and said, “hey, don’t call former students faggots…”
Sorry, an anecdote from the annals of Duncanville TX, separate from the intention of your post.
Although I did pay a visit to the school superintendent that afternoon. He wasn’t interested in talking with me because I wouldn’t tell him the name of the teacher.
I’m an action figure.
I do bad things all the time and tell of them.
I do good things a whole lot more and keep them secret.
Helps me realize that what is unseen is more important, and hopefully to remember that in my dealings with other people.
But because everything and everyone is so far from one another, our words count more now, and so I seem to others to be a bad person. By my own recollection. Which I think is funny. Amusing myself in these ways hasn’t quite played out in the ways I thought it would.
That is a ‘from the comments’ if I ever read one.
You bet. I’ve been reading and re-reading.
make it so.
Oh! Sorry, I intend to. When I’m near to a computer more skilled than this phone.
One might say I was claiming it, like an astronaut with a flag pole.
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I tend to go with the flow or leave. Rebellion’s not really in my nature.
In that respect, you and I are soul brothers, Dave.