August 27, 2011
notes for a potential screenplay
One thing that could be explored, other than the fractious nature of self, is the shifting patterns of human sexuality, fantasy, relationships, the dynamic of sexual interaction and need at a particular moment, and how contradictory that can appear or be from one experience to the next. Also the reverberation of that played out in memory and self-consciousness.
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And yes, I figured out that fractious doesn’t mean what I hoped it meant, but it still seems to work in subtler ways.
I’d love to see it, write it up.
Contradictory?
Clusterflock is a hologram for me. Any piece that I can look at calls all that is contained in it. Calls all that came before. I don’t know if that makes sense. But Deron, I can imagine you looking and sometimes being crushed by the weight of it while feeling jubilant in its existance.
I think I whispered in your ear once, “It’s so big.” I feel its weight. And joy.
Rick–I know what you mean: Cluster is always the extra dimensions of Cluster appearing at one point. That richness that makes me cry for the joy of it. I can know that others know what I know about everything that can be shared. Love reaches into names unsaid.